Thursday, January 8, 2009

Helena is...

never predictable.. ta võib tänaval tantsides tööle minna, vaadata võhivõõra inimese silmadesse ja rääkida armastusest esimesest silmapilgust, või kaitsta ilmselgelt absurdset ideed. helena lubab endale selliseid päevi. helena ei veeda oma päevi mängides rolli, mille teised talle valinud on.
helena always has a certain gleam in her eyes.. she is often cowardly, she does not always make the right decisions.she has mean thoughts and sometimes belives she is incapable of growing.she is not always sure what she is doing here. she spends man sleepless night, believing that her life has no meaning. thats why she´s helena. becouse she makes mistakes. becouse she asks herself questions. becouse she is looking for a reason- and is sure to find it.
helena does not worry that to others, her behaviour might seem quite mad.she talks out loud to herself when shes alone. someone told herthat this is the best way of sommunicating with tha angels, and so she takes a shance and tries to make contact.at first, she finds this very difficult. she thinks that she has nothing to say, that she will just repeat the same meaningless twaddle. even so, helena persists. she spends all day talking to her heart. she ays things with which she does not agree, she talks utter nonsese. one day, she notices a change in her voice. she realises that she is acting as a channel for some higher wisdom. helena may seem mad, but this is just a disguise.
helena is the slave of her dream and free to act!
jeii!!

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